I'm really down after watching this HBO Special....

I'm really down seeing that I have diabetes, and all of the other complications caused by my Polio.  I just don't care if I die by a heart attack, I just don't want to waste away as my mother did.  If anyone has lived through that, you would not wish it on your worst enemy.

I'm letting a few of my friends read my blog.  I hope I get some feed back.