
The Greeks used to have plays ,all the actors wore masks. I suppose the people then thought that facades were difficult to put on. Well, in my 63 years, I have learned that masks are not needed to conceal who you are. Not that you can hide your idenity for long, but if you play at it, you can deceive for a while.
When I was ten or eleven, I wanted to be someone else. I had operations on my legs from age nine to age wll, they are still ongoing, but not as drastic as they were then. So, on this one occasion I decided to become a Mike. I liked the name. However, I could not recall that my new idenity was Mike, and finally, I had to break down and tell the truth. Of course, this created distrust, and I was never accepted as I would have been had I been who I was. So much for pretention and aliases, ever since then, I am who I am.
I had a cybespace friend. It is difficult these days to actually know people. On the Internet, you meet quite a few people, and I know more than most. This guy was O.K., he was bright, had a profession I would have given my eye teeth to be in, Broadcating. We had discussions about people we admired; Jack Benny, Jean Shepherd, Fred Allan,Long John Nebel, to recount a few.
We swapped stories, and had a few laughs. I knew this guy on line for over two years. In cyberspace, that is a lot of time.
But, the guy could not stay in a relationship. Since ours was a passing thing, I never thought about the reasons why he could not get along with his daughter, his ex-wife, and anyone else he should have been close to. There was always some turmoil going on in his life. But, as I say, I was insulated from his day to day existence. And, it was never his fault that things were as they were.
He got "a job" at a cyberspace radio station in Phoenix. He was on the air for one day, Sundays.
I asked him how much they were paying him, and he said zilch. Ouch! For a guy on SSI to be working for nothing is something. So, I asked if I could write someone to tell them that this was wrong, wrong, did I tell you, that this was wrong! They informed me, that it was because they liked him that they did not charge him to be on the air. As the e-mail letter came back, it read;"Customarily, we in the radio biz charge people who are not full timers a fee." Then they added that they waived that fee because they liked him.
I then got a e-mail from my cyberspace friend, that he had been threatened,they were going to kick him off the air, because of my one e-mail.
This got me curious, so I started asking questions, and each e-mail I sent was returned with a more vicious reply. Finally, they did remove him from his show.
He needed money to move, and asked me for money. I had no real way of meeting my obligtions, and helping him, so I had to decline.
But as I knew he would, he did get out of town, and got into another apartment, but new developments arose. He did an illegal act, petitioned for money under false pretense to a Federal Agency. So, who knows what hot water he is in? But the other day, I received this e-mail;"Happy Now, I don't have a radio show?"